The days I hate you
I wish you were easy
So I could play you
To constantly please me
The days I hate you
I wish you wouldn’t challenge me
So I could just sit on my butt
And wait for you to fall asleep
The days I hate you
I wish we were similar
So I don’t have to put so much work
Just to make you call my cellular
The days I hate you
I wish you weren’t so scared
So I could be in the centre
And blame you for taking a breath
The days I hate you
I wish you were blind
So I could see the bigger picture
And control your mind
The days I hate you
I wish I could just dog sit you
So I could expose the patriarchy
And sink back into victimhood
The days I hate you
I wish you were a smooth lover
So you would jump right in
And keep me from being sober
The days I hate you
I wish mistakes were paralyzing
So you would always be the loser
And I could do the winning
The days I hate you
I wish the person in you was worse
So I wouldn’t have to work
And still happily live my life in remorse
The days I hate you
I wish, like many others, that you were slow
So I could still be distracted, sleeping
And not love, give, create, learn and grow !!!
(Lucentum, 03.04.2020 – 09.2023)
