Freedom comes when you learn to let go
Creation comes when you learn to say no*
Magic smoke and deep voice
Heart warm, beating in me alive
Abandonded puppy presence close
Erased from tomorrow in a numb good-bye
Again and again and again
You’re not open, I have to go
The vicious circle never ends
I’m desperately forcing the door
Daddy, will you ever come back?
Only their names change.
Still trying so hard to get you back
Please, wake up so we can play.
Closing? No, thank you
Hope is still clinging
Space for what’s true?
Voids are sucking me in
I prefer to walk backwards
Facing what once was mine
Twisted neck, low guard
Instead of growing my spine
Alicante, 2.03.2020
